Finally, i have the delicate touch i was searching for.

 

This is a white -pastel painting of a Bullfinch. Just click on the image to see it's creation on YouTube. I used Stonehenge-hotpress-watercolor paper. I love it. Unlike other  white on black paper drawings, I used the reverse of the rendering method I used with graphite powder. I built up the light areas and erased away the dark areas. I realized as I was working that all the work I'd been doing with graphite had strengthened my hand and I am not able to work with a more delicate touch. 

This drawing took me just over an hour to complete and it's beautiful; as good as my best graphite drawings. Down the line I may be adding color but right now this is the technique I need to use. This realistic rendering is so much easier for me, for my hand and I get to create. I love to draw with graphite but I think I will love white pastel on black paper even more; more than any other medium I've used in the past 72 years. I've strived for this, for the best medium, my best medium for all of my artistic career. I'm  always drawn back to pastels but leave it in favor of something else. I know I will go back to color media (colored pencils, acrylics) in some form but I'll come back to pastels. 

When I sat down to draw the Bullfinch, I knew exactly what I was doing. Usually I don't know quite where or how to start. This feels like home.  I know. I've said this before about other media and this one. I feel as though I've been on that endless journey of self discovery only to lose myself at every turn. I've felt quite often that white on black was too quick and somehow art  should take more time. Why? Why does it have to be a slow and arduous process? It doesn't. It has to take however long it takes and there are no rules about the quality of art based on time of completion. I've created plenty of crap now in a landfull somewhere that I sent days on. It takes as long as it takes and it is as good as it is. 

I hope you enjoy the video and if you would like to take a look at my Threadlests store, you'll find this image is now for sale. 

Starting a New Year

 

I've ended my year, 2024 with the completion of this image, a drawing done from a snapshot my mom took of me and my younger sister, Jean, in 1956. Featured are our brand new bikes.

I used a rendering technique with pencils and erasers and powdered graphite to achieve this realistic image and here is the link to the 2 plus hour long video.  First Bikes

I am happily ensconced in the world of graphite and ready to tackle my next memory from snapshots of my past. 

In the world of YouTube I am fast approaching as in by the time this blog is posted 10,000 subscribers. So pleased to be reaching so many people.

Thanks for checking in and Happy New Year!