I'm having so much fun.

 

The first image is from my last blog. The next two are what I painted on the first. I will be painting more. I just don't know what. I'm having the time ever working on this piece and I don't want to stop. The rubber ducks lost at sea in a storm is my current life situation. Except its not.  These ducks are enjoying the neck out of the storm and the spray of salty water in their faces. They have no idea there's any danger. 

I'm so into this painting and the party its taking me to that I stopped worrying. I'm finally able paint again and I'm taking my time, !earning again and creating a world of whimsy all out of head. There will be a video and since I keep forgetting to record, it will be short. But I think what I have to say during the video is as important as the painting. Wee, you tell me after you see it, after I finish it.

I have no idea what I'm doing

 I was back to white on black and then graphite and then charcoal and now! Now I'm experimenting with acrylic ink after a failed attempt at Squeegee art. What I saw was that it wasn't a medium for representational art and a waste of paint. Now I'm back to creating a background from the inks and hoping to be able to add to the canvas board with the inks or neocolor2 or acrylic markers or all three.  

I'm completely bonkers in all things creative and I so want to find my vision as opposed to my voice. This week in the midst of work and appointments I'm hopeful that  I will be inspired in selection of media and find some direction. This week I just want to close down all social media outlets fir my art and forget it all. I have only the above photo to share.

Have to go. One of my day jobs is calling.

Art on black paper.

 This is the free hand drawing of two crows and the moon that I will be workin on this week. I really believe that I'm finally ready to give up tracing and griding once again. Freehand drawing is just so much mire satisfying.  Even the moon is freehand. I'd thought I would have to use a compass but I do believe om back. I'm also pleased that I'm not using a reference photo or photos. I'm not sure how the highlighting will turn out but I'm the only one who knows if there is ambient lighting.

And white charcoal on black paper is back.

 I keep going back. And back and back again to white charcoal on black paper and white Pan Pastel on black paper. In the end it's easier on my hands and in the end, I can capture a more humorous image than with any other medium. And it's a faster medium which for me is best. 

I've reorganized my work space yet again. Yes. All I need is in easy reach and everything else is put away. I always feel so fresh when I reorganize, even a little.

 It's really a great way to see what I own and trust me I own evrything I need and then more. Shopping for art supplies is completely unnecessary. Really that's great not just because I can save some money but because I won't be using art supply shoping as a delay tactic to move ahead. I do that sometimes. I stop my work to look for new media and tools and now I won't. Of course if I want to stop drawing for a while all I have to do is work on my videos. 

No pictures this week, well okay. I'm working on the video of the Cardinal.

Here she is.

I have nothing to share

 Well, I have no artwork to share because the past 5 or 6 creations haven't met up to my standards. Except for my entry into the employee art contest that I didnt' want to enter. It's another version of my late muse, Renard using Inktense over water soluble graphite on 6 x 9 watercolor paper. But as to the rest, well they all went into the trash. I even deleted the videos and the photos. But I'm still creating if only in my mind. I have my next project in mind. It didn't work the last time but hey, I just keep working.  

I am using graphite both standard and water soluble. And Derwent Inktense; pencils and blocks and XL blocks. One of my projects was with the XL blocks and while they work beautifully as paints they didn't deliver for me as blocks in the same way the smaller blocks did.  It was as if they had a coating; or maybe I just wasn't handling them correctly. I don't know. I only know it didn't work.  I might redo that project; I will redo that project; just not next. 

I have tried creating my own interpretation of the Moon Tarot twice and the Magician once and they were just blah. Such is art. I've been throwing away projects for years and I will probably continue to do so. But that's okay because it's in the failures that I find success. This is where I learn what works and what doesn't work. For instance, I am sticking to hot press watercolor blocks for these paintings. I prefer working on a smooth surface. I don't want to mess with taping down the paper. This paper choice will save me a lot of frustration. I just bought a pad of hotpress watercolor paper in pad form but I'll use it with graphite. 

That's it. I spent  a big part if the day buying birthday gifts for my older sister. She'll be 85. Then, having a great need for red meat and to be waited on I had a cheese burger at Perkins.  Then I came home and took a great nap. That was my day. Oh and I thought alot about my next project. 

Okay, here's a peek at my Renard:

Coming Full Circle?

 You know how life leads you on a merry chase only to come full circle? Well, that's happened to me. I've come to realize that I can deal with my arthritis by using pencils that are jumbo, made for old folks and kids. So, I'm back to a favorite medium, watercolor pencils and graphite.  I have jumbo versions of nothe from Faber Castell and Ticonderoga. My fingers always hurt but using these pencils to draw and color makes it easier for me. My fingers tire less. 

I can't wait to draw my next project. 

 

And so it begins

As we age, our techniques change. Our media change. Maybe our vision, arthritis or other physical disabilities, even hearing loss will change our work; our product that we call art. I'll be 75 in a couple of weeks and as one who has spent most of her life doing representational art and running away from the possibility of success I have arrived at the corner of Who cares! and What!? I'm not chasing the dream of being a reknowned artist anymore. It just doesn't matter. All I want is to be able to be a full time creator for humorous art. Just a touch of humor that others can see is great. And I'm back to my roots. Cartooning. I began my drawing by coping Clairol portraits and comic book art and it's imprinted on me I guess. Gone are the days of realistic drawings and paintings. Well, except when I teach painting classes at the library. It's part of the job.

 I started with the Fool from the Tarot and I've decided to hone my skills of old age using the Tarot as my inspiration. I've envisioned the art; how to preceed. I'm just waiting for the watercolor ink to arrive on Thursday so on Friday I can continue. And I'm really going off track with my interpretation of the cards. Well, at leas the next one.

Here's my Lightning Struck Tower. Look closely. It's a computer tower in the clouds. No dogs barking but a bird flying around it and two men being ejected from the tower. When I get the ink, I'll drop color and do more drawing with pens building on the shapes left by the drying ink.

I will always be a wanna be scientist. A left over from the 50s and 60s and scifi movies that were really about the communist threat. I was a kid. I didn't know. I love experimenting and I am going to experiment my way into a new technique.